Disarray

Disarray
In my head each day
I’m so full of me
Far away
Disarray
In my head each day
Don’t care what you say
I’m far away
I can’t change
I guess it’s too late
Wanna drown
But I’m on my own wave
Hard enough
To take care of myself
Hard enough to care of—
All hands up
But my war has just begun
It took me
Literally fucking weeks
To write this down
Disarray
In my head each day
I’m so full of me
Far away
Disarray
In my head each day
Don’t care what you say
I’m far away