Crying for No Reason

I push all my problems through the back of my mind
Then they surface in my dreams, they come alive
I sweep all my issues to somewhere I can’t find
In hope that I’ll forget but there’s just so many times
Why can’t I be strong and just confront all my fears?
When the fear is hurting you I’m being sincere
But how many more days can I run? How many years?
Emotions flooding in, I was so seem and so clear
Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but Imma breaking now
Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force
I push all my problems through the back of my brain
A darkness deep inside where I just can’t find my way
How can I walk with a smile, get on with my day
When I decieved myself pretending it’s all okay
I tried my best to hold it all together, I know
The strings have worn away and now I’m all exposed
I try and hide it all away on top of the shelf
I can lie to everyone but not to myself
Crying for no reason feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but Imma breaking now
Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force
Forgive me now 'cause I said that I’ll be there for you,
care for you, I let you down.
I walked away 'cause there were things I couldn’t say to you
Say to you
I’m breaking now
I burned some bridges down
There must be some way out
The voices speak so loud
Will you forgive me now?
I burned some bridges down
There must be some way out
The voices speak so loud
Will you forgive me now?
Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but Imma breaking now
Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force