...so They Left Me At a Gas Station

«Hey,» I said in my head
You told me to stop talking
My words stayed put obediently
And subsequently I’m tracing
The lines of my spinelessness tonight
I go past all of my half-heart starts
Words that fell apart
I get tangled up in loose-leaf thoughts
Rewrite them 'til they fall
And wallow in the thought
That I might not ever start
Have I been forgotten?
Oh yeah, I’ve been forgotten
I don’t see the silver lining
I give up on trying
Have I been forgotten?
Oh yeah, I’ve been forgotten
I don’t see the silver lining
I give up on trying
Have I been forgotten?
Oh yeah, I’ve been forgotten
I don’t see the silver lining
I give up on trying
Have I been forgotten
Oh yeah, I’ve been forgotten
I don’t see the silver lining
I give up on trying
Now
From pacing to facing
My problems, questions seem to haunt them
My habits, they persist
Constant reminders of my purposeless
I’m insignificant
But I don’t remember anymore
I know all this will come to pass
Please god, just make it fast
I watched the door close as you left
And traces filled my head
So maybe
I’ve got a lot to tell you
Forgive me
I don’t know where to start
So maybe
I’ve got a lot to tell you
Forgive me
I don’t know where to start