Wonderland

Alcohol and cigarettes seem to be my only friends
I lay awake till after 5 thinking about all those crooked lies
And it gets hard to breathe and my tongue is tied
Wonʼt say a word till the day I die
My broken dreams burst at the seams
Somehow I still believe
So I just stay out till the morning comes
Dance all night till my body’s numb
I black out till the feelings gone
The only way I feel ok
And they say
Oh there she goes
Where she goes nobody knows
To a place she calls her hom Wonderland
Woah oh oh
Oh there sh is with a bottle to her lips
Fly away with just a sip
Wonderland
Woah oh oh
Want a love so damn hard
Harder so it leaves a mark
And it leaves me scarred, tears me apart
Leaves soul leaking up inside my heart
Coz I just wanna feel something real
Leave me broken thatʼs ideal
I know Iʼm dancing with the devil
But I promise ill be careful