...And Gnashing of Teeth

My eyes bleed from the things I see.
Millions standing in line, waiting to burn, never to be released from the place
of suffering.
Lashes upon lashes, limb after limb, there is no rest.
I used to cling to life, but now I am wishing for death.
Endless pain in the devil’s domain.
How do I get out?
How do I escape?
The harder I try the further I sink.
There is nowhere to go, nowhere to hide.
Dread fills the air.
I’m choking, inhaling smoke and ashes.
This is torture on repeat, weeping and gnashing of teeth, ready to wake from
the nightmare but this has become my bane.
Endless pain in the devil’s domain.
Who will wipe the tears from my eyes?
From the depths I call out your name.
I hear no return.
The sound of separation.
If I had listened to the warnings, chased after you with everything in me,
if I just had one more chance… I can’t shake this vision of hell,
cause every time I imagine the place of suffering, I see myself.
God, save me from myself.