Giving Up

I tried to find
Find what was left
Hiding on the inside
I tried to see it
I tried to feel
But it’s still just a lie
To cover up
Who I am
How I fail
What I can never show
It’s not enough
It doesn’t work anymore
So now I’m giving up
Throw away
What I made is a lie
This image I portray
Was created to hide
And you should know
I have nothing to show
For all the years I tried
I’m just a shell inside
I tried to hide
Hide what I was
From showing on the
Outside
I tried to change it
I tried too hard
But it’s still just a lie
To cover up
Who I am
How I fail
What I can never show
It’s not enough
It doesn’t work anymore
So now I’m giving up