It's Just Quiet

And I don’t feel alone
I feel invisible in a room of happy people
What a chameleon I am
And I don’t feel estranged
Nothin' more familiar than feeling everything
At the wrong place and the wrong time
And I don’t think you’d care if I left right now
Prove me wrong
I know I make things hard for you
And if I caught your eye would you let me down
Can you tell I’m hurting
I’m sorry I can’t pull myself out
And I don’t talk enough
Yeah — I feel bad so I drink and then I
Talk way too damn much
Embarrass you in my Nike fit that I
Thought was cool but it isn’t
Show off my tattoos, am I really that sad
I should be looking more for forgiveness
And less for validation
Fake standing ovations
Your love
Is the hill that I will stand on
Gave you my trust
Don’t make that a mistake
I’ll keep dreaming about
Dreaming about
Dreaming about you
And I’ll keep dreaming about
Dreaming about
Dreaming about you
And I don’t think you’d care if I left right now
Prove me wrong
I know I make things hard for you
And if I caught your eye would you let me down
Can you tell I’m hurting
I’m sorry I can’t pull myself out