Stay

Fifty shades, fifty shades, you believed everything that I say
And yet I still wish you stayed, wish you stayed
And we could be anything, anything, somewhere far from
Fifty shades, fifty shades, you believed everything that I say
And yet I still wish you stayed, wish you stayed
And we could be everything, everything
Somewhere very far away
It’s true I wasn’t honest from the start, I’ll admit
Still I wish I would’ve kept that promise that I made as a kid
But I’m too invested in myself to see I’m losing my friends
Now I just don’t know what to do, it’s too late now to be fixed
And I know I left you by your lonely, never called you at home
And when you needed me the most, I never texted your phone
I had you wrapped up in questions and wondering if I’m happy
Without you with me, I’m sorry, my life was out of control
And I hope you made it, I’m praying that you forgive what I did
But I understand if you hate me, I wouldn’t blame you for this
Even though we both had a part in the way we came to an end
You know I never meant to hurt you for as long as I live
Fifty shades, fifty shades, you believed everything that I say
And yet I still wish you stayed, wish you stayed
And we could be anything, anything, somewhere far from
Fifty shades, fifty shades, you believed everything that I say
And yet I still wish you stayed, wish you stayed
And we could be everything, everything
Somewhere very far away
Believe me when I tell you that I never once imagined
We would end the way we did, you know I hate the way it happened
You were everything I needed for the time, so what came after
Was just life and separation, it was time to turn the chapter
I was dealing with my demons, everything that’s below
They say this pain is for a season, why’s it still overflow?
I’ve always struggled with my anger, never kept my composure
I needed closure for my failure, I just want you to know
That I hope you make it, I’m praying that you forgive what I did
But I understand if you hate me, I wouldn’t blame you for this
Even though we both had a part in the way we came to an end
You know I never meant to hurt you for as long as I live
Fifty shades, fifty shades, you believed everything that I say
And yet I still wish you stayed, wish you stayed
And we could be everything, everything
Somewhere very far away
Fifty shades, fifty shades, you believed everything that I say
And yet I still wish you stayed, wish you stayed
And we could be anything, anything, somewhere far from
Fifty shades, fifty shades, you believed everything that I say
And yet I still wish you stayed, wish you stayed
And we could be everything, everything
Somewhere very far away
It’s true I wasn’t honest from the start, I’ll admit
Still I wish I would’ve kept that promise that I made as a kid
But I’m too invested in myself to see I’m losing my friends
Now I just don’t know what to do, it’s too late now to be fixed