Your Ghost

A shallow grave
Where you’re buried underneath
But don’t drag me with you
A mistake
That’s been clawing at my skin
And I can’t dig you out
Is it wrong
That I question my self-control?
Your ghost
Stands between what I know
And what I’m missing
Something isn’t right
I’ve been wasting so much god damn time
Put me out of all my misery
Pull the trigger let me know
What’s real so I can start
Again and learn to fail
I fought so hard to push away
All these tempting flaws
It’s too late to conjure them again
What held me back in the end
The fear of never knowing what’s ahead
I’m sick of the disappointment
The bitterness is overwhelming
And nothing’s gonna change around me
If I dont get rid of you
I wanna shove the wicked words you told me
Down your fucking throat and let it sink in
I kill off what’s left of you
Your ghost
Stands between what I know
And what I’m missing
Something isn’t right
I’ve been wasting so much god damn time
Put me out of all my misery
Pull the trigger let me know
What’s real so I can start
Again and learn to fail
So unfortunate it’s come to this
And I played my part
Don’t waste your breath with selfishness
You’ve done enough harm
Your ghost
Stands between what I know
And what I’m missing
Something isn’t right
Now something isn’t right
Your ghost
Stands between what I know
And what I’m missing
Something isn’t right
I’ve been wasting so much god damn time
Put me out of all my misery
Pull the trigger let me know
What’s real so I can start
Again and learn to fail