how to sleep

I don’t think I knew
That I felt like I knew what I was doing
But I don’t really remember feeling very scared about it
The water was cool, and you’re shining
The windows were burning patterns in my mind
Running away was so tiring
Holding your stare, I felt miles behind
And how do you love when you’re frightened?
The thought of me fucking up all these threads
Situations I know are just passing
I’m holding on for you
And static feel
The light ran down the wall
Holding back the stars
Dividing us in new ways
Away from sleep
Confusion has its cost
Wave pools in the dark
Crashing 'round my head
I don’t think there was like, a happiest time
I feel like there are happy moments
The water was cool, and you’re shining
The windows were burning patterns in my mind
Running away was so tiring
Holding your stare, I slip miles behind
And how do you love when you’re frightened?
The thought of me fucking up all these threads
Situations I know are just passing
I’m holding on for you
And how to sleep
The light ran down the wall
Holding back the stars
Dividing us in new ways
Away from sleep
Confusion has its cost
Wave pools in the dark
Crashing 'round my head