Pills

As a singer or a song
Trying to change my mind
Trying to push me over
One way or another
To release me or to smother
It’s hard to remember what I want
To love me or don’t bother
It’s hard to remember what I want
As a movie or a show
Influencing my morals
It’s a feeling It is stronger
Than lust or love itself
I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills
Stabilizers
Neutralizers
Ultra strong
Harmonizers
I am sorry
I promise
I tried to hurt myself
And not you
Can’t bare it or tear it
Out of my thoughts
Can’t bare it or tear it
Out of my thoughts
I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills
Stabilizers
Neutralizers
Ultra strong
Harmonizers
I am sorry
I promise
I tried to hurt myself
And not you
I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills