Mess into Gold

I know what I gots to do
Just gotta get over you
Then maybe you’ll come back to me
Once you stop wanting it so bad
You turn into what you wish you always had
It’s just the way it works
Who’s gonna save me when I need saving?
Who’s gonna stop me when I’m misbehaving?
Since 2016 it’s been myself & me
By 2020 tryna have a whole a team
Cause when I talk, see, they know what I mean
These days I’ve been feeling they got what I need
Been trying so hard just to finish this art
But there’s no rushing this, no jump cutting to the good part
I get so into this
And sometimes you really just need a friend
And I know this is probably the end
It’s okay
You know I can’t stay…
I know what I gots to do
Just gotta get over you
Then maybe you’ll come back to me
Cuz, once you stop wanting it so bad
You turn into what you wish you always had
It’s just the way it works
Well, it’s been a year since I wrote all these songs
Hard to produce em while tryna move on
Why am I still hung up? it’s been so long
Fall’s almost here and the album’s still not
Excited for this cuz it’s my first real drop
Maybe you’ll come back when I’m at the top
But I’m sorry to say, by then you’ll’ve missed your shot
Cause I wrote this for you (mostly for me)
Turned this mess into gold, calling it Alchemy
Alchemy, alchemy, alchemy