Emotional Rollercoaster

Last night I cried tossed and turned, woke up with dry eyes.
My mind was racing, feet were paceing.
Lord help me please tell me what have I gotten into.
Ran my 3 miles to clear my mind, it always me out,
it’s my therapy when I’m losing it which is usually.
I’m on a emotional rollercoaster.
Loving you aint nothing healthy.
Loving you ws never good for me.
But I can’t get off.
Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be okay.
Gonna start a new day be truley happy.
I was gonna take contol of me.
But eventually reality hit me.
Mentally, physicaly, emotionally.
And I opened my eyes and realized
that I was still being taken for a constant ride
So tired of you making love to me, then disappearing so suddenly.
Up and down it goes.
And I’m so tired of you pacifying me with promises you know that you’ll never keep.
Round and round it goes.