An Abundance of Strawberries

I don’t want to miss you
But I already do
For all I know
It’s already in you
Every day spent on the couch
Law & Order SVU
It’s true, it’s TruTV
For all I know it’s in me
I know sometimes I can’t leave my bed
I know I’ve sung it again and again
I’ve tried to make a deal with God
It kills me when I can’t make you feel loved
She wants to die by
An abundance of strawberries
Though we don’t talk anymore
That stuck with me all these years apart
And when I want to die, I think about
An abundance of strawberries
I will lie down and sleep
In strawberries, strawberries
I know I haven’t lived so well
I’ve tried to own up to it now
I just want to make a deal with God
I just want a better life for my mom