The Life I Live Now

Four years ago, looking around
Wondering if anyone understood how I felt
Or could calm me down
So glad I didn’t kill myself way back when
So glad I didn’t stop what could of been
Cause I love me now
Everybody knows that I try my best
All my best friends, yeah they can attest
I’m not some know how
Can we all move on, put this shit to rest?
I’m just a human being needing some respect
For the life I live now
Mmm, and the life I live now
It means everything to me
Mmm, it’s just the life I live now
It means everything to me
Mmm, it’s just the life I live now
Can’t erase what’s already there
I can’t stress everyday, ripping out my hair
Why bring myself down?
I feel the love and it feels good
Everything turned out how I thought it would
In the life I live now
Mmm yeah, the life I live now
It means everything to me
Mmm, it’s just the life I live now
It means everything to me
Mmm, it’s just the life I live now
It’s just the life I live now
It’s just the life I live now