I Need Help

I’m lying here on my couch by
Texting my group chat about last night
Isn’t it crazy how
Things could be so bad but seem just fine?
Isn’t amazing how
I’ve become so good at faking smiles?
Wait
I need another minute so
I can catch my breathe
Before I cry
It’s been another crazy year
Without someone
Fighting by my side
If I’m being honest I
Really think that you can save my life
I need help
I need help
I need help
I need help
Sometimes I surprise myself
I leave my house
So many times a week
You know I’m not doing well
When I stay in bed
From 6am to 3am
I can barely sleep
And I’m just to weak to speak
I need help
I need help
I need help
I need help
I need someone to
Put me back together
Cuz we both know
I can’t stay broken forever
No I don’t wanna stay this sad
I wanna get better
So I need you to
Put me back together
I need help
I need help
I need help
I need help