2am

I watch the town get dark
My fingers hold the rail
You posted me a card
But I don’t read the mail
I’m waiting for your call
There’s some things I could explain
This is different after all
But the view is still the same
I’m so fucking scared right now of losing you
That I don’t want to bother you with the truth
I try to tell myself that I will see you soon
But I don’t even know if I’ll ever do
Are you thinking of me now?
And all the mess I made
The lights will soon go out
I lit them for your sake
Hours pass without a sound
I just let them go to waist
Until you come around
And that won’t be today
I’m so fucking scared right now of losing you
That I don’t want to bother you with the truth
I try to tell myself that I will see you soon
But I don’t even know if I’ll ever do