Trapped In the Wake of a Dream

Do I deserve these beatings?
Hating me,
well then,
Cut, cut the noose
and let me fall away…
I’m, growing weak and tired
of you
and your little shoving games
fucking…
pushing me.
You pulled the trigger,
trapped in,
the wake,
of your
Dream
You’re all killers.
Always fucking pushing me;
insulting me;
I’ve overcome;
I have found the strength of gods in me.
Crushing
All unwilling;
This is so unstoppable.
Hard as nails,
hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in you.
My sanctuary…
calling my name,
so I run through…
to the light,
weeping through a cloud.
Darkened,
by a tainted dream,
of me,
being pummeled by the tide,
crushing,
killing me
But I can’t wake up,
trapped in,
the wake of a
Dream
You’re all killers.
Always fucking pushing me;
insulting me;
I’ve overcome;
I have found the strength of gods in me.
Crushing
All unwilling;
This is so unstoppable.
Hard as nails,
hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in you.
Call it;
call a truce.
I’m believing
in it more and more.
Comfort;
purge the truth, I’ll belive it.
I’m so weak and sore, shadowed
Hide and seek,
but you never looked.
I wait behind the door
call out;
bite the hand that is feeding…
Compassion no more.
I hope I never wake up.
Dream-sewing, filters, distort reality of what is mine through light this mind
awakens
I draw the line from then and now, awake and dreaming, forgotten past future
becomes mine.
Throw the chains,
all away,
take control,
of your life.
Powers known,
this is my…
Throw the chains,
all away,
take control,
of your life.
Powers known,
this is my…
Dream
You’re all killers.
Always fucking pushing me;
insulting me;
I’ve overcome;
I have found the strength of gods in me.
Crushing
All unwilling;
This is so unstoppable.
Hard as nails,
hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in you.