What's the Use

I feel so numb inside
Don’t know if I should laugh
Or I should cry
Now tell me what is in it for you
Most day’s I’ll sleep in late
Looks like I’V sealed my fate
You know the more I try
The less I do
What’s the use when there’s nothing to look forward to?
What am I supposed to do?
Disappear on the day the rent is due
Pending further bailiff action
A phone call from a private number
Paranoia is dragging me under
Who could it be?
And what do they want from me now?
What’s the use when there’s nothing to look forward to?