Hope in Death

I am the hopeless one, I am me
Plagued by dreams
Drenched in reality
I learned a lot while being alone
I played with fire and burned it down
I’ve made more mistakes than you could ever know
There is no future and the past resides in me
If sorrow has brought me here
Sorrow set me free
Sick of every wasted minute
The crawling of time is all I feel
Open the skies or dig a hole
It makes no difference after all
When I look back on my life with no remorse
I’ll finally be released of the torment and loss
Death has pushed me into the abyss
Death has me in its hold
Hope in death