Ton Of Bricks

Before the sun rises I will be gone
All this guilt I am holding it feels like a ton
I want to stay away forever
I’ll run 'til I reach open water, and I will be drunk on this freedom
I’ll stare straight into the sun and it feels like a ton of bricks
Cause I was wrong
I was wrong
Does this mean you are upset too?
So why do I have to bother asking why?
I can hold out forever 'til the worst part is over
Will you see me the same way when a year has gone by?
They say that time heals all bruises and I say they just get repressed
I can’t swallow this feeling
This pain is next to none and it feels like a ton of bricks
Last night I wanted to die