Holding On

I caught a vibe
I’m in the skys
I think tonight
I’m getting right
I’m getting right
I see the times
I’m on the climb
Trying not to fall
Cuz I got the ball
I need a sign
Send me a sign
Cuz this light of mine
Is starting not to shine
But I’m holding on, I’m holding on
I’m holding on, I’m holding on, I’m holding on [Repeat}
Words in my head I carry em till I’m dead
I feel like jumping off of the ledge
I’m talking bout reality and what reality is
And I ain’t talking suicide more like choose a side
Ball’s in your court baby do or die
Just because you woke don’t mean you alive
And who goin be the one to face it maybe your or I
Cream Timbs with the black cross
And though rarely bare a piece of jewelry at all
But dream of that 911 coupe with the black doors
As I’m leaning right sipping tea on the back porch
I remember ducking outta school just to slack off
Lord knows I was acting up like a bad cough you bastards
I been working way too hard just to get pass this
It been like 400 weeks since I was plastered
Demon’s tryin lunge at my feet I’m running faster
You ain’t gotta run after me I’m running at ya
Had my eyes on the masses
But something went and told me to turn away from the casket
I’ma sucks for lavish but why do I feel like life is kind of average
Why do I feel like you ain’t tryna have it
You tried to drop me like a couple of habits
Things is getting havoc
My relationship with my brother is getting tragic
If this what you wanted then you could have it
I just gave my last five years to living savage
And I turned my back to everyone I was Lazarus
Played the back just like a ad lib
Don’t be ducking the madness
Cuz everything you wanted means nothing when you could have it
Look I’m holding on, I’m holding on
I’m holding on, I’m holding on, I’m holding on